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cuy2

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My medication so far
« on: April 06, 2013, 11:55:06 AM »
i think EA are related with dysthymia or depression, maybe some people dont know they have low grade depresion, dopamine is the key in all this, my psychiatrist think i'm depressed, i dont have social life because i think is bored, I spend locked in a room all day playing xbox only, no study not work, I have 26 years, what made me go to my psychiatrist is the EA, my sex drive is low, if I see porn and masturbate is only because I'm bored.

Some people become hypersexual taking a SSRI, then it is wrong to think that SSRIs can not help someone, they indirectly raise dopamine by stimulating serotonin receptors responsible for inhibiting the dopamine neurons fire.

Example prozac which is a potent inhibitor of the receptor 5-HT2C, indirectly raises dopamine, obviously not all SSRIs work on all people like me, these are the drugs I've tried so far and the results:

Desvenlafaxine: Give a lot of depression and EA too much, I felt absolutely nothing, kill absoluty my sex drive, i cant feel emotions, I could not feel emotional chills when listening to music, not enjoyed the music, i suspended the drug and 2 days after stopping I felt alive, it was worth being alive, I again had chills emotional, my EA was cured, he enjoyed being alive, i dont know if normal people feel that way all the time or was euphoria , until this day I have this doubt, the effect only lasted 3 days for my bad luck,  hypomania? I do not know.

lithium: 2 weeks, did nothing, i suspended it.

Quetiapine: low dose 1 day and was a nightmare, supposed to antipsychotics in low doses can increase the transmission Dopaminergics, but in my case it only takes one day and were very unpleasant side effects so it suspended.

Olanzapine: low dose 1 day, another antipsychotic, another nightmare, 2 days sleeping, so it suspended.

Wellbutrin XL 150mg + exercise: high sex drive, irritability, i take it for 8 weeks, after exercise if I masturbated felt much pleasure like never before, I had many emotional chills when I masturbated, very pleasant, but the EA persisted ( no improvement, orgasm intensity: 2/10 ) , the music was awesome also almost the same level as masturbation, many emotional chills, suspended the wellbutrin because I was not sleeping well, had a little motivation seemed to be working but maintained tired all the time and not sleeping well, i try with 300 mg but I felt a lot of pressure behind the eyes so that it suspended.

Aripiprazole: low dose and the worst horror movie that a human being can experience, two weeks to the maximum level anxiety, nausea and dizziness, destroy all the good that had left the wellbutrin, I get a horrible anhedonia with this antipsychotic.

Agomelatine: low dose, 2 weeks, did nothing.

Ritalin: 5mg, 7 days, give me only anxiety, so it suspended.

Escitalopram: 7 weeks, like the desvenlafaxine took me to hell, I felt nothing, I had a horrible anhedonia, totally numb penis, could not enjoy the music, I didn't feel emotional chills,I was 7 weeks in hell so I suspended it.

Venlafaxine: 8 weeks, was the same story with escitalopram, 8 weeks with horrible anhedonia and numb penis, so I suspended.

Wellbutrin XL (second try): 4 weeks with 150mg, 1 week with 300mg, give me a little motivation, but give me maybe Dysphoric Mania? dark mood, aggressiveness and a lot of energy, EA was improved, orgasm intensity scale: 5/10, i low the dose to 150mg because with 300mg all day i had rage.

is rare because this time I masturbated and had not chills emotional as the first time when using wellbutrin, did not enjoy much masturbation, and orgasm if I could say that the intensity was 5/10, the music just does not enjoy much during this attempt, may be because I did not exercise? or venlafaxine gave me some damage?

at this time i am taking wellbutrin xl 150 mg (right now i dont feel any motivation or EA improve with this dose, is not working) and My doctor told me I had to suspend it in the next two weeks, I have 4 days taking too mirtazapine 15 mg, mirtazapine is a 5HT2c receptor antagonist and indirectly should raise dopamine in reward pathways in the brain, it is still too early to say if it worked or not.

everybody is different, a medicine that may work to another may not work for me, all these drugs I have taken with medical supervision should just tell them you must visit a psychiatrist and not give up, hopefully one day may come to this forum and say I'm cured, can not say that a drug will not work if you have not tried.

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Emotional chills: Chills as an indicator of individual emotional peaks, dopamine are involved in this. When you listen a good song you can have a emotional chill.
« Last Edit: April 06, 2013, 06:48:38 PM by cuy2 »

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Re: My medication so far
« Reply #1 on: August 06, 2013, 06:29:02 AM »
Mirtazapine 7 weeks and fail, dont works, wellbutrin xl again 300 mg 7 weeks and fail this the third try on wellbutrin, agomelatine 7 weeks and fail too, i take agomelatine + wellbutrin combo 7 weeks, just i suspend only agomelatine because daytime drowsiness, right now i am on the 7th week of wellbutrin and 1 week with lithium and lamictal + 30 min daily of exercise + 2g of omega 3 + gnc mega men sports vitamins, i am sure my doctor will quit wellbutrin, i have hope on lamictal because on this forum one person was cured with it, i promise back to this forum with information if i find a cure, i will try every medicine if is necessary, if i cant find a cure after of tried all medicines on the market, i will commit suicide
« Last Edit: August 06, 2013, 06:32:48 AM by cuy2 »

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Re: My medication so far
« Reply #2 on: August 06, 2013, 06:43:52 PM »
Try Focalin or Adderall.  Works for me every time.  Best feelings.

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« Reply #3 on: August 08, 2013, 01:31:01 AM »
I've tried Wellbutrin a bunch of times, the results weren't what you would call amazing.  The core/root of my EA (and most EAs) is something completely different, it's the lack of natural testosterone - this was proven to me half a dozen times with blood work.  I stopped anti-depressants and switched to HCGenerate.

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Re: My medication so far
« Reply #4 on: October 30, 2013, 10:44:11 AM »
8 weeks with lamictal and fail, lithium fail too, i am trying again wellbutrin xl 150 mg like the first time but right now i dont see any effect, is very dissapointment because wellbutrin xl 150 mg alone the first time that i taked it give me a lot of pleasure with many chills with the masturbation and music, i will wait 4 weeks more, if not works i will only have addrerall, selegiline or marihuana, because i dont have more options, sadly in my country you cant buy methamphetamine or focalin, another option maybe is a low dose of a opioid meds.
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Re: My medication so far
« Reply #5 on: November 23, 2013, 01:32:11 PM »
8 weeks with lamictal and fail, lithium fail too, i am trying again wellbutrin xl 150 mg like the first time but right now i dont see any effect, is very dissapointment because wellbutrin xl 150 mg alone the first time that i taked it give me a lot of pleasure with many chills with the masturbation and music, i will wait 4 weeks more, if not works i will only have addrerall, selegiline or marihuana, because i dont have more options, sadly in my country you cant buy methamphetamine or focalin, another option maybe is a low dose of a opioid meds.

update: wellbutrin xl 150 mg, after 6 weeks i am like the first time, music pleasure enhanced i feel a lot of chills like my first wellbutrin xl 150 experience and masturbation pleasure enhanced too i feel a lot of pleasure with chills but i know that i can feel even more because when i tried for first time wellbutrin after 3 weeks only for 1 day i felt inmense pleasure with a lot of chills that make me involuntary moans, this happen only 1 day, after that i felt a lot of pleasure but never like this special day, i never moaned in my life this was involuntary.

Yes the only med that give me a lot of pleasure is wellbutrin xl 150 mg alone, i am not comfortable with 300 mg, when i tried 300 mg with another meds didnt work so 150 mg is the sweet spot for me now but wellbutrin not cured my EA, only give me a lot of pleasure, without wellbutrin my penis is numb and i dont feel chills, wellbutrin up my dopamine but EA is more than dopamine and i will explain why.

The only day that i felt a orgasm was 3 days after that i suspended the snri pristiq (desvenlafaxine), this day i felt extreme motivated, i was taking pristiq for 2 weeks and this med numb my penis and give me hard depression and the only good thing about this med was that i can sleep perfectly good for first time in years, 2 days after taked pristiq i started to sleep good like never before, at 11 pm i felt very sleepy and only taked me 5 minutes to fall deeply asleep and i wake up 7 am full rested refreshed with a lot of energy, this was the only positive effect of pristiq because pristiq give me depression, anxiety and numb my pennis and emotions, with pristiq when i ear music i cant felt pleasure chills, so pristiq drops my dopamine i think, but why after 3 days that i suspended pristiq i was cured? is a mistery but i have some hypothesis, i was cured for 3 days, after the third day I did not sleep well so i woke up tired, i have 3 hypothesis:

1. Pristiq would work, and my brain have deficit of serotonin, serotonin regulate circadian rhythm, 1 day before stopping pristiq i felt 20 min euphoria in the night, so maybe pristiq would work?

2. low dose of Pristiq remained in my blood and fix my circadian rhythm without nasty side effects because excess of serotonin (sexual dysfunction, emotional numbness, demotivation because low dopamine).

3. just a side effect of sudden suspend of a antidepressant, hypomania, just a sudden drop in serotonin so my dopamine upped fast for 3 days.

EA is caused by hormome problems, i never slept well in my life, i sleep normaly beetwen 9-11 hours daily and is so hard get out of my bed, i take 30 min to fall sleep and i wake up tired, i think my EA is not about only dopamine, maybe endorphins or other neurotransmitters are involved in my EA, this explain why wellbutrin give me a lot of pleasure but not fix my EA and when i was cured i just slept very well so maybe i have problems in my circadian rhythm, if you dont slept good your body dont repair itself and dont produce enought neurotransmitters, all my life sometimes in the day i am tired, lethargy, without motivation and i slept too much so the fix of my circadian rhythm will be my cure.

The big problem with circadian rhythm is that the sleep pills suppress REM sleep, so you cant fix easy it with meds, i tried a couple of meds like agomelatine and didnt work, serotonin is converted in the night in melatonine, i cant use a low pristiq dose because you cant split the 50 mg pill, other serotonin meds dont fix my sleep, yesterday i tried another snri cymbalta ultra low dose 15 mg just for 1 day and crash my mood and numbed totaly my penis after 1 hour of intake, even today my penis is numbed and i am taking wellbutrin, in a couple of days i know wellbutrin will back the pleasure again.

If you have EA and dont have good sleep or you wake up tired in the mornings maybe you will cured if you fix your circadian rhythm.

you can take this test to check you circadian rhythm:

http://www.usa.philips.com/c/circadian/178345/cat/





good sleep is about quality not quantity, rem sleep is the key.

list of my meds:

1. Pristiq 50 mg + clonazepam (2 weeks): numbed my penis, kill my sex drive.

2. lithium 900 mg (8 weeks): none

3. Quetiapine low dose: 1 day, nightmare

4. Olanzapine 5 mg: 1 day, nightmare

5. Wellbutrin XL 150 mg (6 weeks): a lot of pleasure with chills, but not cure my EA.

6. mirtazapine (8 weeks): not pleasure, low dex drive.

7. Effexor (8 weeks): numbed my penis, kill my sex drive.

8. Abilify (8 weeks): numbed my penis, kill my sex drive.

9. lexapro (8 weeks): numbed my penis, kill my sex drive.

10. Ritalin 20 mg (1 week): low my blood pressure only, not improve anything.

11. cymbalta 15 mg (1 day): numbed my penis, kill my sex drive.

12. omega 3 (3 months): not improve anything,

13. agomelatine 25 mg (8 weeks): easy arousal, wow strong erections, weird pleasure without chills, normal sex drive.

14. lamictal 100 mg (8 weeks): high sex drive only without pleasure, maybe only very little pleasure without chills, only 1 day i have some type of contractions pleasurable.

right now i am taking wellbutrin xl 150 mg, i feel a lot of pleasure with chills but wellbutrin not cure my EA, agomelatine give me strong pleasurable erections and easy arousal with good sex drive but not high pleasure, wellbutrin dont give me easy arousal, high sex drive or strong erections, wellbutrin only give me high pleasure with a lot of childs.

lamictal give me high sex drive, really high sex drive, a lot of desire, i think i was hypersexual but lamictal not cure my EA and not give me the high pleasure of wellbutrin or strong erections of agomelatine, i cant combine the 3 meds because agomelatine give me daytime sleepiness, maybe lamictal + wellbutrin will be a good combo.

Coming soon i will take pristiq or ultra low dose of effexor (to fix my circadian rhythm) + wellbutrin, if didnt work, pristiq + cabergoline or addrerall
« Last Edit: November 23, 2013, 02:59:13 PM by cuy2 »

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Re: My medication so far
« Reply #6 on: December 23, 2014, 07:57:53 PM »
Adderall still working great for me.  Can feel lots of pleasure.  Now almost all the time I can feel pretty good pleasure and even during ejaculation its very good now.  I think I can pretty much say I been cured.  Just updating everyone here. 

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« Reply #7 on: December 23, 2014, 08:45:17 PM »
Great to hear that the Adderall is still working for you.

Two questions:

1) How frequently are you taking it? Just before sex? Or on a schedule? And what's your latest dosage?

2) How are you getting it? Does your doctor prescribe it for you?

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« Reply #8 on: December 24, 2014, 07:52:14 PM »
I take it every day pretty much and some days I will not take it.  It pretty much works within a few hours of taking it you feel more horny and sensation is really enhanced.  It works best when taken 2 hours before sex I believe.  But it seems to generally keep you horny and give you sensation most of the next 12 hours or so after that.  I think the perfect amount for me is about 20 mgs and I currently take 10 mgs once a day.  I am going to see at my next doctors visit if he can increase the dose to 15.  Some days I take 20 and that's when I notice the best results.  So I just answered the 2nd question you had.  I guess I was just lucky the doctor was willing to work with me.  I have no addictions or alcoholic addictions so that helps me there in being more likely for the doctor to prescribe it.  I was blunt with the doctor I was honest and said on my first visit a friend gave me an Adderall before and it helped me with sexual sensation and pleasure. I have no issues with being addicted to it or anything.  The effects are pretty much the same as when I started but like I said I need about 5 mgs more because there is some sort of tolerance to the effects as you take it longer.  Sometimes when I take the Adderall lets say 20 mgs it tends to help sexual pleasure well into the next day so it can lead to 3 or 4 good orgasms within a 24 hour time period.  I would say the major difference is the sexual build up and pleasure during build up and the ability to build up and build up so when I do ejaculate there is a lot of control and the timing is right.  In the past I think what would happen is the timing of the ejaculation was not right.  Not so much premature ejaculation in how you think of premature ejaculation but more when I did cum I wasn't able to release at the exact moment which at times would not signal the pleasure like it should.  Now that is not a problem and I almost always feel a sweet pleasurable ejaculation that makes you twinge a bit.  That is how it should be and after words feeling really relaxed and satisfied.  The problem is doctors a lot of times are not willing to give this drug to people because of the addiction potential.  I was just honest with my doctor from the beginning.  I just said you know it helps me and at a low dose its not even a matter of getting high or anything like that.  10 mgs will not really make me feel high it just makes me feel mellowed out and relaxed and I notice I am horny easier and when I do have sex or masterbate it feels amazing. 

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« Reply #9 on: December 28, 2014, 07:05:52 PM »
Thanks for the info. I may need to try this as my next thing. I've had one prescription for Adderall, and it did make me feel happier, and I think made sex better too.

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« Reply #10 on: December 28, 2014, 08:27:26 PM »
Nice good luck.   Ya one of the good things also I like with the Adderall is that I do not dwell on negative things.  Keeps me in a very positive mood.  Its too bad doctors mostly label this drug for ADHD when it really helps with depression.  Too many people abuse it is the problem.  Too many addictive type people that over do drugs like this

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« Reply #11 on: September 27, 2017, 05:23:46 AM »
Searchingforcure....I got adderall IR from doctor as I think I also actually have ADHD and it helps my mood and ADD symptoms and then I feel like crap ( exhausted, dizzy, headache) after a few hours.

Do you take XR or instant like me?

Tried masturbating with vibe which always produces contractions and no pleasure and had the same experience sadly...I may not have timed it right though (4ish hrs after second dose, and was starting to feel yuck). However other dop agonists have not worked so not expecting anything. Was mostly hoping this would help bc I'm 99% sure I actually have ADD
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« Reply #12 on: September 28, 2017, 06:38:02 PM »
Hi Jabele.  No I don't really feel any side effects.  I take IR and usually take 7.5 mg and then another 7.5 mg a few hours later.  I like to take it before going to the gym and then take the 2nd one after and usually an hour and a half after I take it I notice is good.  I notice a lot of sensation on Adderall.  I like to edge and most of the time I get a pleasurable orgasm.  Sometimes I do not.  It has a little bit to do with the timing of when I release.  Occasionally I get a not so great orgasm.  But the pleasure is always great building up.  That is too bad you get negative side effects.  What dose do you take?